Friends are an important factor that should be included in your life. I think that having friends is a great factor in your life because they can help you with many of the issues that come your way. If you have a problem and you are close to them, they are usually the first people you go to before your own family at times. Friends tend to be like family if not closer. Friends seem to know how to make your life feel better even when their life is falling apart too. They always put them before you and before anyone else. If you need to hangout because your sad or depressed, they always find a way to be their for you no matter what. I have some of the best friends in the entire world. They mean so much to me. I used to have so many more friends in the beginning of the semester, but sometimes you loose them through time. Usually, they aren't true friends if you loose them especially if they leave over a ridiculous reason. Antonia, Sandy, Brenda, Ricky, Mary, Yesenia, and even Estrellita play a big role in my life and personality. They make me laugh as much as I make them laugh. Even though I argue with Estrellita almost everyday, I love them all.
Love is an intense feeling of deep affection that you have towards something or someone. Love is powerful as it is blind. Many people care about looks instead of whats inside a persons' heart. I know many might say that I'm young and what do I know about Love, but I think I may have an idea. I don't know what it feels like or how you may know if the person might be the 'right one", but I do know when you don't find it. There was a time when I thought that I did know what love meant, but it was just a false alarm because when you're in love aren't you at least supposed to be happy? Well that's what I would think right? I have learned a lot from what I've been through and what I learned is that love is not an easy thing to come by. Love takes sacrifices and yes, I do believe that I AM to young for love. Love takes a lot to work out and as a teenager who hasn't even started living yet or someone who isn't even ready for the real world isn't ready for love. Many of us teenagers think that love is in every single one of our relationships and even though I am supposed to take the side of teenagers, I do believe that many of us are too naive to actually know and feel true love. I also do believe that some of us may have actually found love, but only they know. It is said that, "where there is love, there is life." But for us teenagers, has life even really begun?
Well I'm about to be 18 and I don't feel ready for the real world. I'm actually really afraid. I feel that I am not even ready for college. I got accepted to many, and will hopefully have the honor of attending Marymount University, but Tuition is an issue. I started working part time after school, but it doesn't seem like it is going to be enough to pay it off. I am really afraid of having to go to a community college because that is not something I planned on doing. I want my life to begin, but with all these set backs it makes it more difficult. I really want to get a loan, but if I get a loan for 4 years, it will never go away. I don't know what I should do. I don't want to let my family down. I feel so much pressure on my shoulders because I will be the first Ruiz/ Vivas to be attending a University. I never though that taking my final step into the real world would be so frightening. I hope that I can get through this and I hope I'm not the only one feeling this way. |
AuthorI am a 17 year old in High school, and this blog is a mix of many different topics so make sure o keep posted on it cuz you never know what i'll be talking about next!!(: Archives
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