Well I'm about to be 18 and I don't feel ready for the real world. I'm actually really afraid. I feel that I am not even ready for college. I got accepted to many, and will hopefully have the honor of attending Marymount University, but Tuition is an issue. I started working part time after school, but it doesn't seem like it is going to be enough to pay it off. I am really afraid of having to go to a community college because that is not something I planned on doing. I want my life to begin, but with all these set backs it makes it more difficult. I really want to get a loan, but if I get a loan for 4 years, it will never go away. I don't know what I should do. I don't want to let my family down. I feel so much pressure on my shoulders because I will be the first Ruiz/ Vivas to be attending a University. I never though that taking my final step into the real world would be so frightening. I hope that I can get through this and I hope I'm not the only one feeling this way.
AuthorI am a 17 year old in High school, and this blog is a mix of many different topics so make sure o keep posted on it cuz you never know what i'll be talking about next!!(: Archives
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